EHSAAS

Kabhi dekha nahi use ji bharke,

Lekin uski ek jhalak ki deewani aaj bhi hu,

Kabhi saath chali nahi uske,

Lekin uske bina jeena mushkil sa lagta hai,

Kabhi jarurat nahi padhi uski,

Lekin uske bina zindagi kuch adhuri si lagti hai,

Kabhi aanshu nahi aaye use yaad karke,

Lekin uski yaad mein dil har-pal rota hai,

Kabhi paane ka socha nahi use,

Lekin dil mein hamesha use paaya hai,

Kya hai ye mujhe nahi maloom,

Par kuch aiesa sa hi mehsoos hota hai

One Wish

If I could have one wish

It would be loved by you,

for once even for one day.

It would be to spend the

whole day in your arms,

holding your hands in my

hands and keeping me safe.

It would be making that day

a whole life, like time has been

stopped there only.

It would be a surprise ever any-

one had that in that one day I will

be all yours, or I will not be of any-

one else.

If I could have one wish den

It would be to forget all about U

and the time spend with U because

I cant live without U.......

THE WAY THE THINGZ USE TO BE........................!!!

i remember the day when i saw you for the first time....,

i thought i am seeing you for the last time.........

but no,you met me again and again......

each time you made me feel i am born for you to gain.....

the way you looked at me that day......

made my heart to fly away and away......

everything was going fair......,

and love was in the air.....

but suddenly i dont know what happened to you.....,

about Me,

you changed your view......

there was a day when we use to read eachothers eyes.....,

and this is the day when we both want to rid off from each other lives.....

i just cant believe that you are the person who made my world go round and round......,

because now you made my world go down and down.....

you know it very well that i never begged love from you.....,

because i never expected in return from you......

you know it very well that i never forced you for anything....,

but then too you insulted Me without thinking........

but never mind,

i am happy that you came in my life as a special person .....,

because you are the one who teached Me life's greatest lessons.....

the only wish is ,i want to see you happy forever....

but yup.....,

now i made my heart to fall in love never......!!!!!

-by Kavita Rajput.

I CAN'T HAVE YOU

If loving you was the wrong,

Then I think my heart not knows what is right.

I cry every minute at night just to sleep,

Because i'm unable to sleep.

There is nothing to do ,

There is nothing to say.

But still I love you,

When I know I cant have you..

Now also i'm ready to walk a thousand miles,

And to cry a thousand tears,

Just to know that R U waiting for me.

But what is there to feel?

When you don't feel the same now also?

I know I can't have you

But still I think of you soo much

When I have totally lost you and know that

I can't have you....

When we met....

Street in Shimla,crowded yet lonely,
there walk strangers,two and only.

They seem to know each other,but not to well,
yet time has put them together,only time will tell.

Seems like a couple,from far away,
birds chirrup and winds blow,how lovely is this day.

Nice it feels,for the boy whose been alone,
safe girl feels,as if great time has begun.

they walk and walk,through markets upper and lower,
stare people around,also some near a tall tower.

Cant be stopped as time takes a strange twist,
few people join them,from crowd amidst.

Wishes the boy,they shouldn't have come,
for he had been liking her and it had just begun.

Time comes and both have to go,
for what will happen between the two,only time will know.

the HEARTBREAK!

It is the story of a boy
Who was so calm and quiet,
He had a charm; that struck alarm
His character shone bright…

He had a lovely smile
That was a real treat to see,
His actions good; his dialect good
Everything that could be…

He was so nice to everyone
His mates did well adore,
A studious lad; a B. Tech grad
Was one in many a crore…

One morning, he got jogging
While trees were waving high,
The breaking dawn; the wind blew on
He saw a girl pass by…

Kohl-eyed girl, had caramel hair
Her locks fell on her cheek,
A lovely face; that emitted grace
She seemed a glamour freak…

He looked at her with bulging eyes
His heartbeat got intense,
He stopped his run; as she did stun
Gorgeous in every sense…

Bearing those amorous looks that girl
Did cast a spell on him,
His heart did sing; melodies did ring
Enraptured to the brim…

Arrows from a cupids bow did
Strike them both so strong,
They dint know how; they fell in love
Their tale was soon on song…

They met each day in jogger’s park
Right on the break of dawn,
He held her tight; by the morning light
Romancing in the lawn…


The love magnet pulled them so close
That did show on their face,
When time flew by, like a butterfly
In the gracious warm embrace…

Four years gone but love never died
They had the same accord,
Both him and her; tied as they were
Tight with the love’s strong chord…

He asked her for their marriage
But she did have other plans,
She told him no; to let her go
And gave him no other chance…

His sunken heart so cried out loud
She turned her face away,
She went away; without a say
His selfless love didn’t pay…

What could he do than be silent
Swallowed the pain inside,
Everything turned; everything burned
Went up in smoke and died…

-Mani

ILLUSION

I lie on my bed,i close my eyes
I think of you with a silent smile
I imagine us together without goodbyes
Forgetting the reality for that while

Then in my dream i see you there
Telling me what you realy feel
I am satisfied,nothing to fear
Cause everything there felt so real

The i woke up from ma fantasy
Trying to keep myself asleep
Realizing it was a dream-a fallacy
I silently started to weep

I wanted to return to my illusion
Don't wanna face the reality
Also don't wanna stay in this confusion
Gotta gain my ability

Now i have to be optimistic
To make my dream come true
I have to be pragmatic
To find you where i want you

My hopes, my trance will come true
I have faith in my fate
One day i'll be accepted by you
You'll open your heart's gate

Then you and i will be we
We wont let each other cry
That's all i wanna be
With you i wanna live and die.


by Syeda Zainab Najeeb